not now... i'm sick...

... why now. i am sick since yesterday after doing an extra job to earn extra for my birthday. i guess i rather be contented for what i can afford for my birthday. this is my first canadian birthday, i just wanted to have a little more for those that i have invited and said yes. but, why? i am what i am, they have to take it or leave... bwahahaha... oh now i know, good health is i think my best gift to myself. i do not want to be sick especially on my birthday... please?

... anyway, through my sister's help, whom i owe it a lot. everything is set for my birthday dinner on June 4, although my birthday is the next day, 5th.

... still praying that my special guy would be there... hi RB! but not hoping much. that's everyone's advise including you so i won't get hurt if it won't happen. i love you and i just want to be with you on that special day.

... anyways, i believe that when you are in a relationship, special occasions are usually considered the time to be together. guess, i just miss you so much...

1st Day Of June

it's the first day of june. 4 more days and it's my birthday. excited to see my family and friends here in Canada to celebate with me and my niece, Lawrekaye Rodriguez Hermoso. It is a joint birthday celebration for us at my sister's home in Ajax, Ontario.

The sun keeps on shining so i guess, i need to keep having the good feeling so that i will be light and happy hearted for the rest of my birthday week and for the rest of my life.

Got my "I Love You" on text yesterday. That felt good. Thank you! Hope you'll continue bearing it me. I love you more each day.

Praying that we can be together on that special day!..

I Love you RB...