Busker Festival

Before i go on with this post. I want to take the first part to say "I am so sorry!" The usual thing that I do as soon as I arrived home is to open my laptop and check my emails and my facebook. next is to check on my blogs especially now that I have three. But a certain blog that I deleted from my list came into mind and I went to checked it. And I was deeply saddened.

Almost a month ago I met someone on line and it caused friendship to be broken. I know you don't mean any harm with whatever you have said because you are unaware of what's going on with me and your friend. And I should have not pushed you more. For this, I am taking all the blame. I understand what you feel and what you are going into. My time with him is incomparable to what you and him have shared.

I know that whatever I say now will no longer matter to you. I will continue to pray that you may be better and you and your friend could patch it up again; for sure not like before but try to save something on it. Wish I could turn back the clock and put things back to how they were before. I myself is still haunted by sadness, loneliness for I still love the person very much. But I only have the control on myself. I actually don't know what to expect and think. But rather than think of the uncertainty or focus on the negative, I rather pull up myself and move forward.

I am the type of person that will try to save something in a relationship and I am successful with it in the past. Save anything at all. If I need to eat my pride, step on my ego and take all the blame, I'll do it. And I think I already did what I can do. But as I have said, I only have control on myself. I am also not the kind of person, that not because my relationship is on the rocks, I will drag everyone who in one way or another have something to do with it down. That is why? I keep it all inside me making it harder for me. I know it is not right, but it is the most decent way I can do it.

I already told on my past post, what's the use of keeping the hatred. It is yourself that you are punishing anyway. In every relationship both parties have something to say against each other. So if we will focus on it, what will we gain?

I wish you all the best. I will keep praying for you. And accept my APOLOGY!..

huh!..  this made me cry...

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on the lighter note... the Buskerfest

Buskerfest is a festival being held in Downtown Toronto by Scotiabank and this is to raise funds for Epilepsy. Here are some photos I took...

it's hard to take pictures, because of the crowd. that's the best I can do. besides I have company that I need to attend to.