Lately...

Lately...
I don't care about you...

Lately..
I don't care if you will
Be angry or upset.

Lately...
I no longer
Care if you found out what
I post on my facebook
Or my blog,
May it be a poem or pic...
Anyway, i am used of you
Not checking me out anyway...
And we are not friends with FB anymore...
You un-friend'ed me...

Lately...
I don't even care
To check what you are up to,
What you feel,
What you think,
What you write,
Or what are you doing...

Less I care
If you are happy
Or you are sad...

Lately...
I observe from
Most of the hours of the day
To just minutes;
Or probably seconds,
I think about you.

Does this mean
I am over you?
Does this mean,
I don't love you anymore?

Lately...
I dont have the time
To think if your hips,
Or your legs, or your back is aching.
Or how crazy it was at your work...

Lately...
Whenever I am sneezing
Unlike Before
Now i am thinking if i am catching a cold
Instead of thinking are you ok and not sick.

Guess, i am already exhausted.
My heart had cried a lot already.

I have tried everything...
As you have said...

I threatened you...
I stalked you...
But more than that...
I offered you
Reconciliation,
Friendship,
Being civil to each other.

All of those are useless,
All of those are ineffective.
All of those are wasted.

I am so sorry...
Very very sorry...
I love you but...
With a crying heart,
I must say -
GOODBYE...