Saying Goodbye!

Even before coming to Canada, I have uploaded my profile to all the dating sites that I know, hoping that I can find people that I can meet and date. Or even to have friends. I met a few. And I wanna thank them, although it didn't work out.

But today I am saying goodbye to all those profiles. I will be deleting them. I am not into quantity of friends. I don't mind just having one or two as long as they are the ones that I can depend upon. 

Since saturday I have been singing, I finally Found Someone and Someone To Watch Over Me. I hope this is the start of a new life. A start of my life. 

Aside from my old friends who are here in Canada and who are always there for me, I want to thank Roland [link] for being the nicest guy. He is a true friend who is always there especially when I am sad. Keeps me company. And he even welcome me to his home and introduced me to his friends, who are the regulars of Java Jive Cafe, located in the corner or Church and Isabella Street, Toronto, Ontario, Canada. Now at least I have a regular place to visit every time I am in downtown. Roland even introduced me to Chase (his cat) and Asta (his dog) who is no longer barking to me. Also Dante (another dog). I value your friendship Roland... A very kindhearted guy who is doing some humanitarian projects for the people of Laos.

And last saturday, I met someone, a very kindhearted man, who welcomed me and who I am willing to start my life with. Thank you for making me feel loved and cared. Someone who is just like me looking to start a new simple life. I wanna thank you JC!.. 

So goodbye to my online profiles... I want to start a real life now...

featured song on Mis Canciones [link] I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE

Btw, I wanna thank Roland for my new pics. I grew up with insecurities of my face and my size. That is why I don't have so much pictures when I was young. Imagine I am always on events, programs and on stage, but I haven't had so many pictures. And if I do, i just don't keep it, or take care of it. Which I regret a lot. It was only recently, maybe 5 years that I love looking at myself on pics. Not for any reason but because I know that those times can never be put back, at least I have them captured.

more on my other blog [link] MY NEW PICS

Crowded Isolation

I can hear voices,
screaming,
laughing
and even crying.

I can hear footsteps
and sense movements.

Suffocated,
no space...



But I feel alone
and see noone.

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my new pictures [link] my own

title suggested by Roland Drake [link]
photo is taken by Roland Drake
Church Street Halloween Party
October 31, 2011