middle finger

i went for a walk

as i want to breath 

some fresh air.

i have been hurting inside

of things that i cannot just

simply tell someone

without being stopped

by all the negativity...

i was more devastated

when a white car 

with three or four passengers in it.

all are maybe late teens to early twenties

laughed at me and 

the guy on the front passengers side

gave me a middle finger.

i was so disappointed.

feeling upset at the moment

i continued to walk.

and when i am a little calm...

i thought to myself,

i hope those kids realize what they did.

and how they will have the chance to know

what kind of person i am.

and i continued to walk.

and maybe about five minutes later.

same kids riding a blue-greenish van

gave me again...

guess what?

the middle finger again.

this time, 

it is the one sitting on the driver's seat.

i just close my eyes

and feel it.

the pain,

the disappointment.

and told myself,

there will come a chance

that this kids will learn...

learn that what they did is not funny;

and it is not what they can be proud of

when they are already of same age with me.

(an incident happenned in Tillsonburg, Ontario, Canada)
(close to the intersection on Broadway going to Sobeys)

(april 7, 2013 / 3:30PM)