Reflection

after

days of hard work

months of honesty

years of giving out my best

you still look at me

as a worker

and not as a human

that you said i am...

so sad
but you know what
my next big chance

like the springtime
it is just around the corner.

posted for Magpie Tales

photo courtesy of Tess Kincaid

it is so sad and devastating
that after all the work you have done,
doing not only 200%
but 300% of what you should be doing
you feel undervalued
and underappreciated...

yet, you are still holding on
waiting and wishing...
that there will be something good
to come.
'til sadness and frustration sinked in.
and with uncertain of what is out there...
i guess it is time to say goodbye...

if only kindness is enough
to pay the bills,
to satisfy my needs.
i am the luckiest employee in the world.

although winter is relatively new to me

i am dying to see and feel spring.

i need a new inspiration,
to brighten up my day...

i need a new energy
to keep me going...
and overcome the feeling
of uncertainty...

keeping the small details of your life to yourself from your family and friends especially from the public, is not dishonesty. it is called privacy.

it is like, you can allow the public to see your yard, your friends up to the living room, your family up to the guest room; but, save your bedroom to yourself.

opening everything to everyone is like inviting them to give you unsolicited advise that most often than not breaks you down!..