Second Chance?...

After accepting the fact that it is no longer possible for my ex and me to be together again. I have moved on. and I am fine now although there are still some moments that thoughts of him still visits me. But no worries because I am already ok.

after him, i have been introduced to guys and on my own push met gorgeous and fine men who have the same exact initials with him. and the last one before this guy that i met this afternoon even have the same first name. 

After the hide and seek, as our schedule sucks that we cannot find a time to meet, this afternoon, i finally met this wonderful guy that I have been in constant communication for nearly a month via texting. i thought it's not gonna happen anymore because i was bad last night. and i am very sorry for that. i was waiting for him to tell me that he wanna see me, on the other hand, he was expecting that i will invite him. so getting frustrated and feeling that he is making a lot of alibis just to avoid me, instead of saying good night, i said GOODBYE! 

i already knew he have the same first name with my recent ex and same last name initials, to my surprise, this is very very weird and strange coincidence. You will never believe it guys for sure you haven't heard such a story but... they have exactly the same name... first and last and same middle initial... i was shocked and cannot get my mind out of it. i even thought i sucked with that meeting. so i kissed him before we parted because that might be the first and last time that I am gonna see him. and he kissed back... 

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CURSE or SECOND CHANCE?

oh my fairy god mother

have you forsaken me

or are you playing fun...

or maybe somebody cursed me

and you let it happened.

Is voodoo rituals true 

and someone is playing trick to me...

or maybe this is another chance

for me to make it better

and keep a guy of exact the same name

make him happy

make him at home

make him mine... 

to complete me.

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added here is the exchanges of message we have today that led us to meet for a glass of beer...

me  : hi

him : hi

him : ?

me  : walking around...

me  : wandering...

me  : til i am exhausted and dead

me  : lol

him : thought u were leaving by 12

me  : suppose

him : why aren't u

me  : but my boss said I can come by 5pm

me  : had a feeling of LOST

him : oh

him : you werent very nice last night

me  : i know

me  : sorry

me  : tired rich! tired!..

me  : let me realize one thing.

him : ok

me  : made me realized that i sounded begging for attention and that is not me... and im sorry...

him : :-(

him : where r u

me  : queen street

me  : going back to yonge

him : oh ok

him : wanna meet for a little bit

me  : sure

him : where?

me  : up to u

him : wanna go to the village for a beer?

me  : sure

him : any particular place?

me  : i dont know whats open

me  : never been there at this time

him : ok

him : how long will it take to u to get there

him : i have an appt at 3

me  : 15 mins

me  : will take subway to wellesley

him : ok :-)

him : i will walk towards the subway

him : :-)

(that's it and we finally met on the subway station)

(and while seated on a bar & restaurant, forgot the name of the restuarant, it's in the corner or maitland and church, opposite the restaurant that my ex and me use to have dinner, LOL!)

me  : i like ur eyes (they are blue same as my ex's, if i am not mistaken)

(after that, we parted ways, he went for his appointment and I went back home to burlington)

(while on the train)

me  : thank you!.. :-)

him : thank u... i like u

me  : the feeling is mutual mr (his family name)

me  : too short meeting but very meaty... i love that!

him : well it will happen again

me  : looking forward...

him : yes...

me  : :-)

me  : truth, u twisted my tongue and mind... hahaha... i suck with my words

me  : and i was afraid  that i might made a bad impression

him : :-)

him : ur cute

him : haha today? nope

me  : looks? ur hot

me  : lol

him : haha nah

me  : a face that i would love to see before closing my eyes at night and see first in the morning...

him : :-o

him : :-)

him : head smashed in the pillow too?

me  : ur bringing out my poetry

him : hehe is that good?

me  : yes

him : :-)

me  : ur better than the three guys i mentioned 

(FYI, the three options for a boyfriend: Michael Buble, John Barrowman and Seamus O'Regan)

me  : ur real!.. altho im listening to Buble now

him : haha thank u

me  : touching my lips feeling and remembering ur lips

him : haha buble

him : and scratchy goatee

me  : i love his songs and his sexy lips

me  : but...

him : lol

him : but str8 and married

me  : u changed my mind... put me back to reality and made me happy

him : :-) yay

me  : truth when i checked my messages this morning. i kind of upset to myself. 

         and when u replied, i feel good.. thanks

him : :-) good

him : i dont like to argue either

me  : thats good!..

me  : ur making me rest my head on the train window looking at d clouds. 

        imagining how our next meeting will be.

him : :-)

me  : thank u!

him : thank you for meeting me

me  : my pleasure... u r like prince charming waking me up from a long sleep

him : no way

me  : yes way

me  : lol

him : hehe

me  : i like u

me  : i dont kiss a guy on first meetings 

him : have we met previously then?

me  : nope but SOP we did

him : lol

him : :-)

me  : u captured me Mr (his full name which i have said exactly the same with my recent ex)

         u just did...

him : lol

him : JJ take a pic or yourself on the train for me

me  : (took and sent him a pic)

me  : for u mr (family name)

me  : can u send me one too

him : of course

me  : (took another picture and sent him)

me  : another

him : (he sent me picture)

me  : love it!

him : :-)

me  : (sent him a pic that was taken in a photo shop in Taipei)

him : not very candid

me  : i know

him : :-)

me  : thats the pic i used for my canadian and US visa

me  : lol

him : hehe it's very nice

(and i am home in Burlington)

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